'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
T e ' A m o ♥
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Tuesday, December 1, 2009, 1:20 AM
I don't understand why things around me and you revolve like this. What can I do and how am I suppose to react now ? Why have you got to hurt ALL the girls that come in your way. You may say that you don't know how to go into relationship life or your not an expert into taking care of ones heart , but honestly, by doing so your just hurting ones soul . Your close and good friend can't even understand your attitude how the fuck am I suppose to understand you ? Your really one of a kind babe. The ones who nobody in this world can ever understand. Truthfully I've never meet with someone of an attitude just like you. You sometimes put me into dilemma which I can never understand. And whenever a respond is needed from you all that you can afford to answer is "idontknow?" or you either just kept quiet. "I takde niat nak sakit kn hati eu" that was what you told me everysingle time I feel upset with you. Well I don't blame you in this, maybe you really didn't had the intention . Well who knows ya ? Sheesh! I don't even know why I care so much for you. Out of so many other guy out there, I really care. Yes care, as in REAL care!!! Damn it! I dont even know why. Evenso , I've heard that you've hurt many other girls out there I still took the courage to cling on to you. This part I admit , I'm quite of a stupid gundu. Hah! But I couldn't resist, thats the main point. Shoots bby, you really are something yea ? I'm so confuse now. The words in the text message you sent me, really pierced into my heart. "U, i tak cinta u, tp i syg u. u jng slh paham. i ade feelings untok u."Again, you put me into dilemma. I've just heard something, automatically you sent me that. While smoking during break time, everything just came crushing down. I was speechless at first, I didn't know what and how to react. I just wanted to smoke my cigg and get back to work. But the message just kept playing into my mind, there was a mixture of anger and sadness. I couldn't even do my work right. My eyes was already tearing when Sidek came to talk to me. I went to and fro to the toilet many times. My heart was already sinking by then, I just couldn't look at you no more. Then you texted me, "i sayang u laa" frustration was then build. Gosh! Damn I tell you, tears could not stop pouring. Fazilah, Azura tried to chill me down.Then Dee personally went to the toilet and comfort me. I know that I couldn't carry on working like this, so I had to report sick. Shit, I feel kinda bad for Sidek. Sidek, thanks for understanding ya ? Am i suppose to avoid you ? But I don't want to hurt myself . You see, I myself don't know. Maybe deep down.....Sobs! I don't know eh ? Why does all good things has to come to an end ? And why does all the people you love most has to go ? I guess this is how life is. Every single one you cherish has to go.
:((