'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
T e ' A m o ♥
ℓʏsнαα . ɛнʏ внʏʏ.
Firstly,I love my pailanq boys and my paikia ladies v.v much .Secondly, Whatever that is written in my blog stays in my blog.
Lastly,LYSHAA.EHYY.BHY is MY! name, So please have your own originality (: thank u.
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| Icesyah |
Saturday, July 18, 2009, 7:29 PM
I'm so pissed irritated fuck and all the vulgar words that can come out! DAMN! Seriously i feel like running away far far away from all this. Rather than I rot in this stupid place! My morning was beautiful thanks to Icesyah baby. The minute i step into the house, there goes the perang I was bustard about my picture with Arrzil. A picture we all would call sweet couple but an indecent picture would the old-fashionable parents called it. Serious its very irritating. Oh you know? I was already prepared that they'll find out. Father and I had a great big war. Seriously big! Perang! And its not verbally but physically. Yes. Father and I . So u imagine a girl fighting with a 40 year-old-guy. Those who know me, I'm already so light i weight about 30kg. So he just carried me and throw me on the bed. Just like throwing a beg isit it? I defended myself as he was about to throw a punch at me. I threw many punches back, and hit as hard as i could. Though its rude to show feet at him, i did kick his mouth. Member bobal macam taqde pape siol! Sumpah aku da taq tahan.. Aku perang abis abisan.. Never have i punch and kicked someone so seriously..Like obviously his stronger . Jantan siol! So I was bleeding wipe off my blood and called icesyah. She wanted to know what had happen. So now ive seen my father's true colour. No sense of fatherness! Look, I'm not gonna call you father until you push your downright ego aside and apologise!! I was just praising mum about how caring she could be now to icesyah. And she too showed me how hyprocrite she can be. After all this scared i ran away lock the fucking gate. Stupid right? Might as well just let me go and stop bothering about me. What still care?!! Hahah!!! Go to hell la arseholes! Until the very day I die I will keep this hate. Nak pecah kan muke aku.. pecah aq sial! Kao pikir aku takot sangat pe sia? Mao fight agy? Eh aku sembarang aq..This time no cheating eh? Taq mo naq duduk atas aku agy tahan tangan aku.. Fair arq ehq! HAHAHA! Badan kalau tak berat taq pasal arq naq duduk.. nie badan da macam babi siak. Sorry arq eh.. aku badan bukan macam kau gedegang! aku cutecute kecik je.. so sedar ehq diri? Tak mo nak berangan kecik arq. Mao fight abey main cheating.. kao perangai boiboi siak! Bola mane eq? So this is how i bleed. He pound on me and fight. Perangai bintang sia! Bintang gadoh itu macam pa? Kimak buat malu namer namer bapak arq kao!This has nothing to do with arrzil people, but my arse-fuckinghole dad. Arrzil, i'm really dissapointed when u went out without even asking my permission. Whats more your out with your ex and her friends.. I asked you where the hell is her guy you said he isnt there. Dont you know how i felt. What was going through my mind? Spare a though for me. Then shockingly i knew she and her friends was swimming..and you! as if not in wrong said you bought swimming stuff with you too. You die die wanted to go for her 'birthday party' at Sentosa. Is she someone special? Whats the connection? Theres so not need to go when I didnt go. I dont know..? Since i just had a fight with my fucking father, I hold back my sadden heart about you going and keep it to myself. I dont wanna create another mess with you. Emotion was really taking over me. Jelousy was all over me! If I would to do that, would you feel hurt, anger and whatsnot. I dont know , I really dont know. I didnt give you a timing to be back home because I know you wouldnt follow it. I force myself to say before 12am but it was not i wanted. That was already way to late. Because I know if i were to say an earlier timing you would still 'langar'. What birthday party are you having with your ex and her friends. I just feel cheated. You told me to trust you but by going your doing something wrong already. How would you feel if I would do the same to you..? You didnt had time for me.. You were having fun while i was tearing my eyes out at home. If my heart were to speak, it would show how break and hurt it is. I'm being so patient on to handling all my problems. "Lysha, banyak sabar. Orang yang penyabar disayangi tuhan" My babies told me this.. And I still remember this babygirls. Masih ader sabar dalam diri Lysha, insyaallah Lysha kuat menempuh semua dugaan Tuhan. Amin.
Nana, if your reading my blog . I really want to talk to you. Your still the one that I seek help from. Arrzil , thank you for everything try to stop hurting me please. Text me, I'm waiting..
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