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'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
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T e ' A m o ♥
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Firstly,I love my pailanq boys and my paikia ladies v.v much .Secondly, Whatever that is written in my blog stays in my blog. Lastly,LYSHAA.EHYY.BHY is MY! name, So please have your own originality (: thank u. |
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| Budakbola |
| BBYCINO |
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| CHEHA |
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| Erica Kazira |
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| Glamourmeow |
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| Leezy |
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| Miraa |
| MOLLY |
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| Nas |
| Nikii |
| NUTTYNAD |
| κчκιεmιsѕιασтεε |
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| SUGARENNY |
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Friday, December 19, 2008, 4:53 PM
18 December 2008 .Students taking their Nlevels had their result out today. Im so scared for hubby till i could not sleep the night before. Got up at 6am to text him goodluck for his result & told him to tell me the result ASAP once he got it. Guess what ? up till the very next day too he didnt tell me what his results were. My dear Karimah told me about his result when she came to my house on that very day. I control my tears till she went home,he had 12 points and couldnt make it to sec5 I knew he wouldnt want to repeat his sec4 & he would pick the choice to go to ITE. I had to cry, i couldnt withstand it anymore. im just not ready to let you into the ITE world yet I still wanna see you in school next year,spend time during recess time, you waiting for me near DNT room after school.Just like this year, im just not ready to let all of that go. Eventhough he promise me plently of time that he would repeat his sec4 if he had failed but i know his not going to do that. I know that promise he made was actually to satisfy me & that his not really going to repeat. Up till now i still cant bring up the matter about his result because its gonna hurt me when he tell me about moving to ITE. Im just not ready yet,you promise something & your not up to your words. How can u manage to do this to me ? Have i not suffered enough ? What have i ever done to deserve such treatment from you ? Why must i live with your fake promises ? Dont you get it , im hurt! terribly hurt ! Theres so MUCH going through my mind right now, & its not easy to let out ANY of it. I really cant take it anymore,as days pass its just keep getting worst . DEAREST, Imah Darling , Mira Baby , Ashila , Wani , Leezah , Ikah thanks so much for the support. I felt being love once again . Thank you dearest (: Radiah darling, i hope you understand my situation. I know u tried so hard to read my heart but it isnt that easy to just let out my feelings anymore. I know your there for me & that you will awalys try. Thank you so much for all the trouble you went. |
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