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'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
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T e ' A m o ♥
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Firstly,I love my pailanq boys and my paikia ladies v.v much .Secondly, Whatever that is written in my blog stays in my blog. Lastly,LYSHAA.EHYY.BHY is MY! name, So please have your own originality (: thank u. |
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| Amira |
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| Budakbola |
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| CHEHA |
| Dayah |
| Dhab |
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| Erica Kazira |
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| Glamourmeow |
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| Leezy |
| LILIBERRYLA |
| Miraa |
| MOLLY |
| RIAN TURTLE |
| YanaDengs |
| YANNAKECYK |
| YANA SIOWTII |
| Nas |
| Nikii |
| NUTTYNAD |
| κчκιεmιsѕιασтεε |
| KECYKSTAR |
| Sammy |
| Sharon |
| SUGARENNY |
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Baby Boo
Saturday, January 12, 2008, 12:01 PM
Dedicated to My BF Arrzil ."When it comes to describing how it feels when finally goodbye has to be said, I always find myself at loss of words. There is something about letting go that cannot be described and expressed by mere words or even tears." ![]() What do you do when the person you love doesn't love you anymore? & contact another girl. Yet he uses a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' How can you be "just friends" when in your heart you've already lived a dozen lifetimes with this person? Though I cannot speak for everyone, I can speak for myself, and what I would do... what I have done facing each morning... painfully... but with my head held high... because I know that I did give my all and I did love him with my whole heart. I have always believed (and always will) that our love is pure and true... and that everyone has someone... two people meant to be together for the rest of their lives. And this is why I give all that I have. Even though friends often tell me to be careful because I might just as easily get hurt, I still give my everything, telling them that it is the only way I can know if it will work out or not. And after having given my all, if and when the relationship doesn't work, at least I am comforted by knowing that I couldn't have done anything better. I live my life with no regrets... and the only way for me to do that is by not holding back... so as to avoid the fights with mira about arrzil , ill just have to let go . I would be lying if I say it doesn't hurt. The truth is... tears cleanse the wounds on my heart every night before I go to sleep... i think of him ; bittersweet memories bring not laughter, but pain... and the feeling of being alone gnaws at my conciousness, just waiting for me to break down. But I will not break down. Because I know that arrzil still love me , And that I still love him( & forever i will). That has not changed . I MAY have lost him to a girl name mira and our love but ill surely not lose myself . I am here and I'll try move on... Arrzil , i love you oh so much . But im sorry if i have to let you go . If in future im not there to plan ur daily routine like i awalys do , please dont slack because of me . i love you truckloads baby boo . Mira , Ive been arrzil's baby since last year but thruout my relationship Lysha tak tao mira contact arrzil belakang lysha . Honestly contacting him isnt a big deal but u started to love him that make this one huge thing . Dont you think its wrong ? His attached mira . Dia milik orang mira , pikir lahh kalau yer pon . Haish , Congrats mira sekarang relationship Lysha gnan Arrzil is shaky . i & arrzil is in a confuse boat now. We might be breaking up sooner or later . Haiss . . . nvm its ok . Lysha tak salah mira pon :( Bye baby ![]() |
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